when mitski said “i love everybody because i love you” and additionally when hanya yanagihara said “i try to be kind to everything i see, and in everything i see, i see him” ? felt
“Since I’ve had to be without your sweetest presence, I have not wished to hear or see any other human being, but as the turtle-dove, having lost its mate, perches forever on its little dried up branch, so I lament endlessly till I shall enjoy your trust again. I look about and do not find my lover — she does not comfort me even with a single word.
Indeed when I reflect on the loveliness of your most joyful speech and aspect, I am utterly depressed, for I find nothing now that I could compare with your love, sweet beyond honey and honeycomb, compared with which the brightness of gold and silver is tarnished. What more?”
movie concept: jonny greenwood for the score, fiona apple for the soundtrack. no plot needed just a black screen. maybe steven yeun sitting on the hood of a car eating an apple